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thenerdygirl) wrote2019-05-10 11:14 am
thenerdygirl) wrote2019-05-10 11:14 am
Entry tags:
bbcan and life stuff
Since March I’ve been sucked into Big Brother Canada and it finally wrapped up last night. Overall, I’m satisfied, even though my favourite player (Adam) didn’t make it to the final 2 as he deserved. I’m listening to the RHAP recap and I wish I could mute Brett….like get over it! Your fave lost and Dane’s game was better.
As for other life stuff, things are okay. Our floors are fully repaired from the leak and now it’s just the matter of unpacking and setting up the living room again. It’ll get done, I just feel a bit stressed because I want to spend more time with John and I can’t get away from my parents’ house right now while all of this is going on.
I don’t know if I’m getting caught up in the perfectionist thinking of trying to get everything done at once or if it’s genuinely overwhelming because I can’t figure out how to tackle it. I’m just really tired of things constantly needing to be cleaned and being the only one at my dad’s house and our apartment to give a crap about it and make an effort. It’d just be nice to not feel like I’m all alone and to see my dad or my boyfriend make an effort.
One thing I’ve gained a better understanding of is just how much sleep affects my mood. Like the stuff I’ve just complained about does not bother me as much when I have 8 to 9 hours of sleep but if I have 6 or fewer hours, I feel exhausted and whiny.
As for other life stuff, things are okay. Our floors are fully repaired from the leak and now it’s just the matter of unpacking and setting up the living room again. It’ll get done, I just feel a bit stressed because I want to spend more time with John and I can’t get away from my parents’ house right now while all of this is going on.
I don’t know if I’m getting caught up in the perfectionist thinking of trying to get everything done at once or if it’s genuinely overwhelming because I can’t figure out how to tackle it. I’m just really tired of things constantly needing to be cleaned and being the only one at my dad’s house and our apartment to give a crap about it and make an effort. It’d just be nice to not feel like I’m all alone and to see my dad or my boyfriend make an effort.
One thing I’ve gained a better understanding of is just how much sleep affects my mood. Like the stuff I’ve just complained about does not bother me as much when I have 8 to 9 hours of sleep but if I have 6 or fewer hours, I feel exhausted and whiny.